Start of the last days in Bangalore

Today was the official "annual auto strike" {no comments} in bangalore. So spent the day indoors due to lack of transportation. But that was a good thing, at first. Our house is on the main road and so the continuous traffic usually gives me a headache {worse nowadays due to lack of sleep}. But it was quite in the morning as there were no auto's. But then the freaking neighbours decide to destroy the balcony so that the new born does not fall off. Bullshit! I mean the kid was fucking born 4 days ago. He wont learn walking for another year. The one day I could have been free, the fucking thing was blazing in my ear. So my head feels like it has been plit in two. I was thinking yesterday......Life is like a really unfair fucked up game. You play it, choose the correct options and you win and you get your reward {you go to heaven}. You screw up, choose wrongly and you get punished. Its fucked up because you cant start again. Its unfair because you have more wrong options then right ones. Well anyways forgot to say, I had gone to see the inauguration of the champions league{the cricket one...wish i could've seen the football one} live {as in I sat in the stadium} and the show was awesome. But then it got stupid as bangalore lost {I really dont care but i have to look like loyal right?}. While bangalore wa loosing, I realized somthing else. No one really uses my real name. My family calls me by my nickname {no one in school really gets it correctly though}, My cousins and some friends use 'Sam', And the other friends use; 'Goldie, Panda, Red Panda, Weasel, Brownie, Goldie, Goldilocks...'Only a few might actually have used it at some point. In fact only one person uses my name all the time-Adil chachu, who incedentally has 3 ps3's {no idea why?}. Rahul is right, I really should get some sleep...hoepfully it is possible. Now i have started the countdown for going home......
Sameed Ahmed
....life's a game but its not fair
i break the rules so i dont care
the only thing thats on my mind
is who's gonna run this town tonight.....{its the chorus from "run this town-Jay-z feat.Kanye West and Rihanna}