Epiphany’s…

We are slowly pushing towards the 100th post and nothing’s happening. I am more bored than I have ever been. From the past 15 minutes I have been blank…just staring at the laptop’s screen waiting… I usually thought that our group was like of a bunch of rejects joined together, but I never thought anyone noticed it. Rahul would probably have been like Jaffer or Fazian you know like a person from that group. I don’t know what I would have been…probably some idiotic wannabe gangster. And so on… I guess that’s why other people come to us after they are kicked out of their groups. Like Uday…or Savio etc. But we are here now so guess there is nothing we can do about it. @Rahul…I wouldn’t have said stuff like that {“neither is your wiener”} because I actually consider what the person is feeling at the point and saying stuff like that {especially when he trusts you} is wrong. And Benjamin is a carefree guy {people like him because of that}…Rahul might pretend to be but he’s not. His brain works overtime. Like I don’t think it would have been taken as a sex offence…unless you would have smiled I guess. But still Rahul is right, that would have occurred to me a little later I guess. It’s like I don’t notice stuff when it happens and later when I am free, I repeat the incident in my head and I realize my mistake.
Still Rahul is Rahul, Ben is Ben and I am Sameed, We are how we are for a reason and there is no point in thinking why. So...whatever.
Sameed Ahmed
… Physics is so boring…everything is so boring, hate this monotonous life…